Stillness

It’s clearly no secret – my posts have been infrequent and I have heard from a few enquiring as to my well being – thank you.

I’ve been uninspired as of late and I listen to my husband walk across the room stirring a glass of crap he has to drink for his colonoscopy tomorrow and yammering away- I am about to lose my shit!!!

Sorry – a moment please.

Thank you for that.

I’ve been uninspired – restless – grouchy – easily annoyed and a little unhappy.

I’m blaming the weather actually – mayhaps the season – I’m not quite sure.

I just came in from night feed. It’s snowing – ever so lightly. It’s chilly but not bone numbingly cold.

It’s quiet and still and lovely.

The herd is happy- the bock bocks infinitely amusing as I sat there just chatting with them. They make me smile.

I came back in and well – hubs yammering – dishes yet to be washed and no inspiration still.

I think I’ll go back outside and sit with the bock bocks and visit the herd again and hope that inspiration returns soon.

Sigh – I hate this time of year.