Stupid fall back time change bullshit – with it’s stupid getting dark early and having to slug through ankle deep muck to feed horses and chickens who are free loading slackers – I hate you fall back – don’t tell me I get an extra hour sleep cause all I do is lay awake stressing about falling back to stupid time change bullshit!!!
IT SUCKS!!!
Onward…
Sigh…
I have a friend – no really – shocking!!!
She’s my best friend – one of my bestest – can tell anything too – talk about the oddest stuff – horses in common- chicken loving – duck owning – high heel wearing – warrior woman – BAD ASS BITCH FRIEND!!!
I don’t have a lot of real friends – I have my ladies – my wish chicks – all the ladies I have met out in our red neck county – friends.
I love her so much. She is like a sister to me – I have so many sisters and there is always room for more!!!
I’m rambling.
So my friend – she has cancer.
There is no sugar coating it – she has cancer and it’s not her first time.
My friend – she is strong – she is one of the strongest women I know really. Much stronger than me.
I’m watching my friend. She works her ass off. She raises her children. She is so smart – so very smart and so kind and so beautiful.
No really – she is STUNNING!!! – like men and women do a double take for her beautiful outside.
Inside – ohhhh – so much more – I can’t even…
So my friend – she has cancer.
I have dealt with cancer before in my family. My Mother – my Aunt – Others.
It’s a little different this time though. Not quite sure why.
Want to be there for her – shave my head? – will that make it go away?? No not likely and she did tell me my head would get cold.
What can I do? I just don’t know.
So my friend – she has cancer.
I’m scared for her but I look at her and how she is so strong and I am still trying to figure out how I can be strong for her.
What to do – what to do??
Oh wait – I know!!! I’ll just keep being her friend and do what I can and be there. Sounds pretty simple but really isn’t.
Times like these we all wish we can get the Scoobie Doo band aids (no copy rite infringement intended) – and it’s gone.
Sadly – it will take more than that.
What we can do is band together and form our army and support and love and plan and celebrate and be more and more. Like friends
So my friend – she has cancer.
I love her.
She knows who she is – you BAD ASS HEEL WEARING BABE!!!
ps. dammit I wish our feet were the same size!!!
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