I am actually human…

Quick post…

Often times by people who do not know me – I may come across as cold, bitchy, aloof or robotic.

I assure you – I actually am a human being.

My famiy/friends know this. I hope they know this??? I know they do AND they know who they are MUAH!

I have often been accused…no wait too strong a word…hmmmm…no that fits as being a bitch…robotic…aloof …whatever!

I am not offended – not in the least.

I have several personas actually.

My private life – I like to keep pretty frikkin’ private. I have my girls with me (ya’ll know who you are) My family (they truly know me), my children (my heart).

I assure you  – I am human.

Children and family – you are excluded from the below – seriously – all ya’ll know where you stand.

All others – I assure you – I am actually a human being capable of emotions and not just the non smiling- work person – unemotional robot that I portray from 9-5 – Monday to Friday.

Friday – was driving to work and sadly a deer had been struck by a truck and I saw it just floundering and waiting for someone to come put it out of it’s misery – I cried. (Call hubs and ask him – he has my back)

A picture of my darling Evie today on Santa’s lap – tears again at how she has grown so much this year – fack!!!

I am a feeling, crying, bitching and moaning – F U – driven – working – playing – dammit human.

And I love the colour pink and orange and purple.

And I love stupid commercials that make you get all stupid and emotional.

And I love kittens and puppies and horses and chickens and ducks – oh and bats – I love bats.

No I am not having a nervous or emotional breakdown. (children/family and my crew  I’m fine)

I just wanted those who do NOT know me – that I actually am human.

Wow – not so short a post after all.

Carry on.

 

 

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