Day whatever – nothing has changed really.
Well – not true – shit is getting realer.
I went to do my weekly food run today. My local store has changed!
You are greeted and told to follow the arrows on the floor.
Like some weird macarbre maze in my local store !! Not gonna lie – had a panic attack when I realized I was going the wrong direction. I felt like everyone was judging me for not going in the right direction.
I could then feel the fear of – oh shit – I forgot to grab something 4 aisles back!!! Can I go back and get it – I actually asked someone if I could!! He smiled – what a nice young man – he said yes you can go back. I am sure that they are dealing with that alot now.
Damn Laughing Cow Cheese!
Got myself back on track with 3 lists. Mine, my daugthers and my sons.
WTF IS RAW SUGAR!!! and why does my store NOT carry it?
In their defense – we do live rural so maybe not a thing? I don’t know but I abandoned even looking when I actually said out loud – WTF IS RAW SUGAR and this super nice woman in the aisle just started laughing!!! then I started laughing and well – we are all just trying to not breath on each other and be sane.
Here it is friends – I am the most level headed person out there – really – I have worked thru colicked horses and ones that got hung up on fences. I have been screamed at in my job and just like “uh huh” – I’ve been thrown by horses – tossed about and beatin’ down both personally and professionally – water off a ducks back MFRs!!!
Today I had a panic attack if my friggin grocery store!! LIKE WTF!!!! it’s just food!
The constant media overload and FB posts and this shit – right now – it’s overwhelming.
And realistically speaking my parents, grand parents and great grand parents went thru far more trying times that I will EVER experience in my trip around the sun.
And for that MATTER – our front line workers – doctors, nurses, paramedics, cops, fire people, grocery store and service clerks etc etc etc are busting their collective asses to make sure we are healthy, safe and fed!!!
And I am having a FACKING MELTDOWN OVER SUGAR!!!
Oh – I’m fine now – I had my 3 second moment of Laughing Cow silliness (GOT IT) and pulled up my big girl panties and went to the LCBO to stock up on wine. All good.
I guess we are all just tired and scared or worried and the unknown is getting to us.
We really do need to band together and stick to each other and help out one another.
I really hope tomorrow – there is better news – any sort of better news – throw us a bone please.
Be well and be safe my friends.
I miss talking to you all live and in person.
Soon I hope
Much love.
Orange Acres 